woke up at the wrong side of my mattress

sat, 4th june...  a freaking bad morning i had... i woke up at 5.30... waiting for my girlfriend to go for morning walking.... end up she came at 9 am~!!! we met at East Coast Bedok Jetty...tricie, her boyfriend and my god bro came... arghhhh=( sec thing that make me felt so disappointed is.... i actually supposed to have an appointment at queenstown meeting lydia to go dentist... end up.. i this whole week so busy never get to call her again to confirm.... she forgotten and also BOOK the wrong day appointment for me!!!!! arghhhhh.... hell ya... gonna get trash again... the third thing was my bad.... i gave bb a freaking attitude in what apps that annoy him...( names are not mentioned, dun try to guess who is it...) using harsh harsh word and i guess he is angry or what with me liao... seriously i really wanna go and meet him... got some nice food wanna share with him=X end up..... i do the wrong thing at the wrong mood i guess i turn him off liao.. cannot him liao ba... haish........... i really hope he won't get so angry...if ever bb gonna see my post... I just wanna Say "BB, i am sorry will never say such harsh word to you anymore... will never ask a question many times anymore..."

i wrote this on the sand... i wanted to show BB..

Triciella Cheng,Joe Han,Val(my initial) and Zaco Sun
first time 4 of us came here together so decided to mark our initial letters...=)

i went East Coast again, wanted to go movie... but end up i totally cannot find any nice show to watch alone... all my morning afternoon programmes all pushed away... sorry to my sistas... we meet up when i am feeling better....

getting ready myself to go out in this evening... i know i told BB i am not going but i feel after today enjoyment the rest of the week i going to stay at home and slack, relax, blog and train myself.... I told BB and my sistas... i won't meet them till i slim down>.< serious;y i dun know how am i going to lost 3 kg in the healthy way.... in the past was like starving no appetite then lose weight... 

now my mission is to lose weight in 6 months to 45 kg... currently i am 58 kg.... so means every month i must lose 3 kg at least to reach my 45 kg target.... really don't know what and where to start from.... i did have bb some encouragement... and he said he give me a surprise when i did it... i was like really~! first time hearing BB giving me Surprise....

this are some stuffs i wanna will keep as memory=)

BB present... his birthday present, i wanted to show my gratitude towards his support so i got it for him this... i personally go shop, and wrap... i never do thing so rush before>.>( first timer FEEL SO SUCKY)

and i also order a brownie from P.Osh =)

after Q-ing for 30 to 45 mins, i finally got the tickets( last sunday with BB and  my cousin)

i guess i will continue tonight... i needa get myself ready to meet tiffany, wincy and serene...