even though i was having trying to fun in the Gym, swimming pool, and the bowling session @ Chinese Swimming Club @ Amber road... in the end i am still back to sq 1. I'm just feeling so unhappy... damn freaking unhappy!NOT BECAUSE BB, NOT BECOZ of who.. just myself... many times... i cried out when i was in the gym running on the trackmail.. i really dun know... i just damn freaking sad..till i almost give up everything... the feeling was just very depressing...just let it out... i realise my freaking hot temper sure kill me one day, i will lose bb one day....i dun like to be like that.. to abit of thing to flare out... it so tiring...and i really tired of everything... i know i have to change myself... my freaking attitude, eating habit and everything... it not me at all to be like that.. perhaps i will just leave bb alone... i know bb dun feel the same way as me liao... i guess.. is better for me not to always stick to him .. i dun wanna lose bb... whatever.. it's my own fault.. i will change.. i really dun want always abit then flare out... whatever... i am just confused now..
Marimo Moss Balls....*love*
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