i got it

is almost 2 am, i just cannot sleep... i was damn down last few days... but i guess i am fine now.... i am back to normal ba.. LOL......cause i dun know why happen what is in mind...i want to ask but i scare he angry... i been a bad gal i realised... i kept bugging him.... i know i shouldn't.... i know i not a good gal... been very bad... i given him Loads of irritations feeling ba... maybe he dun care as i thought ba.... i really wanna have a good talk... but he seems like dun bother... perhaps... forget it ba~! all i need now is to let go the feeling for him.... i guess it better to be friends.... sat afternoon.. i met him for awhile near his house busstop... to pass him somethings.... and i was latew for 2 hour~! main reason was i preparing the stuffs... and writing notes for him.... idid research for skin irritation , problematic nd everything about skin.... for the past few days... i even ask those friend which product is good for his skin.... actually... today i see him.... his complexion is not as horrible as it is.... i miss him... and i really do... i was wordless when i saw him... and the same thing given the attitude asif i dun care at all... butthe fact is I REALLY CARE ABOUT HIM.... seriously ismy first time to do so many thing to the extend i also learn alot..... thanks to him... if not i still living in my own princess luxury world...LOL.... now seriously is time to work hard,... stay focus in my carreeeerrr i should not bug him anymore......not a small baby at all.....
i love to bug him...
o love to share my everything with him...
i love to see him play his streetfighter...
i just love to hangout with him even i have nothing to do... i also won't get bored........
i dun know... is quite late already... i wanna go for morning run tomorrow..... i cannot give up my kilo 45 target... i promised him... and big girls like me cannot backout my words~!
i guess i contnue tomorrow.... will upload a video i took~ it's quite entertaining.... LOL




is a song i found in YoUtube, is nice song.... i like it~!!!

this is something i like too... lol....

ahhhhhhh is 3.22am~!! oh gosh~~!... i had my sweet wholebody scrub... using dead sea salt~! and facial scrub~!!! now i feel soooooo refreshing....
i dun know why... but because he say i look dull.... i go buy the sea salt to scrub all my impurities away~~!!
i wish my face can glow... got the radiant he said.... i dun understand how isit like.... but i try my best to make myself more presentable....anyway is for myself... i dun want to be an auntie when i am still single and available~!! anyway there's a saying~" when i look good... i also feed good.. when i feel good.. confidence level will also be better... then i will also be happier"
ahahaha i guess i will stop here~!


just share some picture i taken last few days =)