Marimo Moss Balls....*love*

Wednesday, 20 July 2011

clarity of mind is all i need

my biography is done but new things i need to do is to read all the books.... is going to take awhile.....so... yea... lol

by the way, BB is only a friend le.... i seriously have to get my feeling away if not thing will not be what i had wish for... seriously on friday when he FINALLY tell me the truth, ( hope is truth...) he still love his ex... and his heart still has her...kind of sad when he said it, not because he dun like me is just i feel he lied to me when he once said he moved on liao... trying hard.... anyway i leave him alone.. i will focus in my business...
whateva i still like bb alot... and really bottom from my heart.... i wish he will be happy so i will try to let go...

whateva.... alots of stuffs have happend over these weeks.... till i really could not take it... i seriously have to change... have clarity of mind....

Promise that i make to myself...

i am posting this again as in repeated post.... Just wanna remind myself...seriously... i really wanna change. and post it bugger so that i will read it daily .... LOL... i know i am lame... but... i just really hope after 1 year clearing alll my karma everything will be what i want....

from tomorrow onwards,
  1. everyday must run and lose weight to 45 kg,
  2. take care of myself proper,
  3. eat wisely,
  4. spend wisely,
  5. cannot bugged bb even though he is willing to be my listening ears....
  6. be discipline in everthing i do, cannot give up, cannot let go,
  7. before say anything think twice~!
  8. never be impulsive again~!
  9. I do have IQ and EQ that hidden in my brain that i never use.... from tomorrow MUST USE...
  10. say things, do thing at the right time...
  11. stop thinking too much... do it not just say~!
  12. STOP BEING A DRAMATIC QUEEN~! stop anyhow imagine things would be so terrible horrible...

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

my final biograpghy about my career is comepleted... lol.............. (editing is needed though....)

after 1 day of thinking hor, i finally done this la.... dunno isit ok anot la.... haiyo.... lol....... zzzzzz

Lavval Creation
Valari Loh, Lavval's Creation Jewellery Designer. Since young she has a strong inclination towards crystals, jades and creates different designs with them to express herself. Mother Nature/ Gaia, people daily life experience, and objects are her inspirations of her individual unique and exquisiteness of creation. she has carefully preserved the unique skills in handcraft jewellery through her hardwork and profound love for beauty in handcrafted jewellery designs. Timeless and elegant, each of her fabulous creation,

Valari enjoys designing jewellery during her leisure and welcomes enquiries on custom-made orders whether for personal or commercial purposes. If you are interested to share your thoughts with her or have any comments regarding her jewellery creation, please send your mail to her at;
E-mail address: 



Monday, 18 July 2011

seriously i have to do this myself my biography in my career line

my aunt given me a few task to do so, 1st have to write about Me in new agefsg website... my english is damn freaking lousy>.< but seriously i guess for this first time i doing something for myself.... hahaha..... first time seriously sit infron of the computer, thinking how am i going to write about myself... i mean i dun like to use flowery word or bombastic words to impress people but hor......  bottom from my heart i feel that i started in 2000,which is OMG (11years ago) old liao old liao=(

in point form better ba.... lol lazy to write long story..
  • since young i reallllllyyyyyyhyyy in love with stones i also got a dream la.... i wish i can have my own brand a small corner in some where outside and there people know how to appreciate my only  inspiration pcs.. and be a famous jewellery designer.. now sort of like dream come true
  • using my" imagination screen in my mind" to have my inspiration to a piece
  • started to make my first first design using crystals in 2000
  •  self learnt from book using the tool when i first touch my tools in 2001, and learnt simple chinese knotting from my aunt, remembered that i wasn't keen in that cause need to burn and it's painful~~~~!!!!! my next post will attach a very short video about it)
  • started from to go for short course in bead hub in 2003/2004 FOR wirework...
  • studied for a short while about the major important stuffs....
  • in 2005 i went to jdmis for art clay silver.... and i have to do 3 a few project and was sent to japan for whateva la.... cause i never get back and forget to take picture~!!! arggghhhghghg.... but i passed... alll with flying colours=D the only thing i feel happy cause i never like to study>.<
  • till now it like many many years in jewellery line liao.. i dun really advertise my stuffs i just simply feel happy whenever my customers is happy with the one and only design......
  • i mean my faourite is still wire work and chinese knottin although i know how to design in blue print.....

something i found in my email and old facebook acc

放手,因为我要让你快乐,让你幸福

a video i found in fb....=)



something that i should really learn to do so.

"Whatever people do, feel, think,or say, don't take it personally. Others are going to have their own opinion according to their belief system,so whatever they think about you is not about you, but it is about them."

Don Miguel Ruiz
 
After all we really never belong to same world at all.. It's just a dream... Thanks God.. Sound emo ma? Actually i'm not... i feel happy and glad that realised it than later part of my life i regret.. =)
 
reminds herself of this sayin by some1 "When u have positive thinking.... Everything will go in the right track.. When you having negative thought all will turn out bad.... So whenever u having negative or bad thoughts and feeling.... Look into mirror... Take a deep breath.. Close your eyes And then say out loud cancel cancel cancel cancel all the negative feelings, thoughts! Mind control power rox!"
After all we really never belong to same world at all.. It's just a dream... Thanks God.. Sound emo ma? Actually i'm not... i feel happy and glad that realised it than later part of my life i regret.. =)

"A kiss goodbye for the past, embrace the now, and welcome the future.♥"
 
a true friend will never say things to hurt you or hide things from you... and will Never backstab, gossip about you or even try to pull you down.... Will never feel jealous why ur life is better than them or laugh at you when u become a joke... Instead they will use kinder words to console you, be there for you even they are bz... Best is they will give you logic advice not belittle you.will support and encourage you when you feel down.... i am sure my true friend is somewhere out there....=)

Sunday, 17 July 2011

 LOL~!!! i found all this comments that make me feel relieve=)
Telling herself forget every single moment that's making herself feeling so down:) just wanna to change and enjoy herself!!!!!! Must jia you!!!!


  • Loh Hui Min and Tan XianWei like this.

    • Tan XianWei Jia you!
      12 June 2010 at 21:59 ·

    • Bryan Lim Being Positive is the key to success XD LOL
      13 June 2010 at 00:43 ·

    • Valerie Loh Bryan: Trying to be more positive! Haha trying to be more!!!
      13 June 2010 at 11:51 ·

 
‎"If there no hope there wun be any disapointment" By Tong Jia Di
 
Haha:)


    • Tan XianWei ah jie u ok ma? u suddenly out of no where u "Haha"
      08 June 2010 at 10:16 ·

    • Valerie Loh Happy ah... Had a good rest ma finally
      08 June 2010 at 10:17 ·

    • Tan XianWei HAHA good good. :)
      08 June 2010 at 10:17 ·

    • Tan XianWei i am so bored at home now...
      08 June 2010 at 10:17 ·

    • Valerie Loh Find something to do ah
      08 June 2010 at 10:29 ·

    • Tan XianWei haha. i study until very tired le... i this whole week on leave until next thursday
      08 June 2010 at 10:56 ·

    • Bryan Lim Lol ah jie so random suddenly" haha" but good also la ,positive:)
      08 June 2010 at 11:04 ·

    • Valerie Loh Haha I tired liaos... Wanna to have a good rest le.... I think I only can do it when I free :(
      08 June 2010 at 13:22 ·
  • Woot!! 53kg Liao:) I am so happy:) I now just really feeling unwell... just wanna have good rest...My emotions are Doing fine... from now i hope u all dun keep asking about it and never talk anything that is already really gone forever okay:) no point talking about it anymore:)


      • Valerie Loh I want tummy flat flat:D and go back to 50kg....
        09 June 2010 at 15:56 ·

      • Richalle Wee Woohoo! Losing weight is good! Time to work on a trimmer and flatter tummy
        09 June 2010 at 17:14 ·

      • Valerie Loh Yea!!! How to ah??? Sit up nia?
        09 June 2010 at 17:17 ·

      • Zense Lv yea old one gone liao new one will come soon..
        09 June 2010 at 17:38 ·

      • Angela Goh Jia you, focus on ur career.
        09 June 2010 at 19:39 ·

      • Richalle Wee A lot of crunches and sit ups! Let's go to the gym :)
        09 June 2010 at 22:16 ·

      • Valerie Loh Haha u dun wan bf for now... So ma fan... Freedom... Family and career first:)
        09 June 2010 at 22:51 ·

      • Valerie Loh Richelle: Okiieess but I only sat free leii... Wait I recover I start go gym on sats...
        09 June 2010 at 23:09 ·

      • Valerie Loh Angela: of course:) in case u all dun know... I wanna be the best jewellery designer one day:) hopefully and pray hard liaos

        Vince: uncle vince I dun wan to tang lian ai for now:) I wanna focus on my weakness turn it to strength... Focus in my career:) haha anyway wo ren Ming liaos

        09 June 2010 at 23:12 ·

      • Zense Lv yea u have a good pair of hands.. make a name for it =D
        09 June 2010 at 23:39 ·

      • Cindy Lin congratz.. keep it up ya.. i still stuck on 56kg.. wanna to slim down another 6kg.. like you.. will be going gym and suana after my exam finiah
        09 June 2010 at 23:50 ·

      • Fabian Lim Xiao mei jia you ar!!
        09 June 2010 at 23:50 ·

      • Valerie Loh I will I will dun know when only but I wrk hard for it...
        10 June 2010 at 13:07 ·

      • 成宇双 Triciella Sis must eat well your health is not good alright? Dun keep go hunger like u did last week... I really go sleep now :) dun emo over a guy like him... Not worth...
        11 June 2010 at 18:58 ·

Omg I put on weight again:/ cannot eat too much sinful food le:(


  • You and Amber Ng like this.

    • Amber Ng tml i buy chocolates for u! XD
      25 June 2010 at 19:04 ·

    • Valerie Loh Nooooooo cannot... I got to maintain 50kg lei... Now 55kg... Morning weight:(
      25 June 2010 at 19:08 ·

    • Darren Loh Siang Yew haha. fatt! XD
      25 June 2010 at 22:49 ·

    • Valerie Loh Where are u?? Darren Loh
      25 June 2010 at 22:50 ·

    • Darren Loh Siang Yew fattttttt~~ i'm in camp!! tmr then book out!! X(((((
      25 June 2010 at 22:55 ·

    • Amber Ng zhuby! u so evil!
      25 June 2010 at 22:58 ·

    • Darren Loh Siang Yew hehe. if siblings dun argue den nt called siblings le!! i supporting her lehh! encouraging her to lose weight. zhuby u mus support her too!!!! XD
      25 June 2010 at 23:02 ·

    • Amber Ng wah. then i outsider lar.. =((
      25 June 2010 at 23:03 ·

    • Darren Loh Siang Yew ‎?? no lahhh~ tats y i ask u to support her!! cos oni close ppl can support like tat! hehe. i go sleep le!!

      nites sis!! mus lose weight wor!! ♥ ♥ ^^

      nites zhuby!! call u sooN!! ♥♥ ^^

      25 June 2010 at 23:06 ·

    • Valerie Loh U skeleton ah naughty ah ah jie dun sayang u liaos haha... Bought some laopobing from hk for u all eat
      25 June 2010 at 23:11 ·

    • Amber Ng haha. he cannot eat laopobing! it's oni for me! XD
      25 June 2010 at 23:15 ·

    • Valerie Loh Lol!!!! U can eat ma?? I bring some for u tml
      25 June 2010 at 23:16 ·

    • Amber Ng haha. as long as it's vegetarian jiu ok. ^^
      25 June 2010 at 23:48 ·


  • found this in my fb acc=) so funny~!



    Valerie Loh
    Sharing with all my friends this saying:
    Thinking become action
    action become habit
    habit become character
    character become destiny
    destiny become life


    Woot!! 53kg Liao:) I am so happy:) I now just really feeling unwell... just wanna have good rest...My emotions are Doing fine... from now i hope u all dun keep asking about it and never talk anything that is already really gone forever okay:) no point talking about it anymore:)


      • Valerie Loh I want tummy flat flat:D and go back to 50kg....
        09 June 2010 at 15:56 ·

      • Richalle Wee Woohoo! Losing weight is good! Time to work on a trimmer and flatter tummy
        09 June 2010 at 17:14 ·

      • Valerie Loh Yea!!! How to ah??? Sit up nia?
        09 June 2010 at 17:17 ·

      • Zense Lv yea old one gone liao new one will come soon..
        09 June 2010 at 17:38 ·

      • Angela Goh Jia you, focus on ur career.
        09 June 2010 at 19:39 ·

      • Richalle Wee A lot of crunches and sit ups! Let's go to the gym :)
        09 June 2010 at 22:16 ·

      • Valerie Loh Haha u dun wan bf for now... So ma fan... Freedom... Family and career first:)
        09 June 2010 at 22:51 ·

      • Valerie Loh Richelle: Okiieess but I only sat free leii... Wait I recover I start go gym on sats...
        09 June 2010 at 23:09 ·

      • Valerie Loh Angela: of course:) in case u all dun know... I wanna be the best jewellery designer one day:) hopefully and pray hard liaos

        Vince: uncle vince I dun wan to tang lian ai for now:) I wanna focus on my weakness turn it to strength... Focus in my career:) haha anyway wo ren Ming liaos

        09 June 2010 at 23:12 ·

      • Zense Lv yea u have a good pair of hands.. make a name for it =D
        09 June 2010 at 23:39 ·

      • Cindy Lin congratz.. keep it up ya.. i still stuck on 56kg.. wanna to slim down another 6kg.. like you.. will be going gym and suana after my exam finiah
        09 June 2010 at 23:50 ·

      • Fabian Lim Xiao mei jia you ar!!
        09 June 2010 at 23:50 ·

      • Valerie Loh I will I will dun know when only but I wrk hard for it...
        10 June 2010 at 13:07 ·

      • 成宇双 Triciella Sis must eat well your health is not good alright? Dun keep go hunger like u did last week... I really go sleep now :) dun emo over a guy like him... Not worth...
        11 June 2010 at 18:58 ·


    • I am someone who never say give up so easily... But if give up will exchange happiness to others and myself.. I will have to give up.


    • Serene Kee gal, sometimes give up and exchange happiness for others, doesn't mean both will be hv ever lasting happiness... u must know the main purpose.
      09 June 2010 at 15:28 ·

    • Serene Kee a purpose of wat u wan to be and not u wish to be.
      09 June 2010 at 15:29 ·

    • Valerie Loh Giving up is having to see him to be happy... Giving up for me is pulling myself out the misery pain he given me... And to stay strong and move on towards my life. Of course I will never forget the sweetest day he given to me... No matter wat isit he not a bad guy... Still the best man I ever known though... Serene... I am really Copin it well.
      09 June 2010 at 16:41 ·

    • Serene Kee Good to know gal.. I had lost a frnz.. that why I cherish all the frnz i have now.. Is good to cherish what u have now.. then regret..
      09 June 2010 at 21:24 ·

    • Valerie Loh The only regret is why I am so slow... Lol... Will change my weakness to positive stuffs...
      09 June 2010 at 23:13 ·
      Trying very hard....
      Working very hard...
      I sure 1 day the problems I having will solve de:) so I must jiayou!!!


    • Angela Goh and Buffy Lim like this.

    • Richalle Wee 加油!加油!问题一定能解决的。
      26 May 2010 at 08:53 ·

    • Valerie Loh Thanks dear:)
      26 May 2010 at 09:13 ·

    • Glen Ho yes gd that u have this mindset! must rmbr to enjoy along the way arh!
      26 May 2010 at 11:28 ·

    • Yi Ting ah jie..every cloud has a silver lining okie?? there is a rainbow after a rainstorm okie??
      26 May 2010 at 14:38 ·

    • Zense Lv simi rainbow simi rainstorm.. just heck la lol
      26 May 2010 at 16:22 ·

    • Valerie Loh Lol uncle vince
      26 May 2010 at 16:34 ·

    • Yi Ting eh what!! don bully my rainbow okie!! u ojisan!
      26 May 2010 at 21:25 ·

    • Valerie Loh Lol.... Anyway thanks friends:)... Sleeping early tonight...
      26 May 2010 at 21:50 ·

    • Sally Tan jiayou girl..hee
    • 我眞的犯太歲!!!!! 小 人一個 又一個


        • Gui TingTing 需要打小人吗?
          24 May 2010 at 20:36 ·

        • Valerie Loh 要!
          24 May 2010 at 20:41 ·

        • Dove QunHui ‎-.- who wor darling ?
          24 May 2010 at 20:54 ·

        • Valerie Loh Some women out there straying around
          24 May 2010 at 21:45 ·

        • Loretta Lee Try the latest approach. Ignore them, there are many of such lowly creatures all around (who exists for the sole purpose of letting others see by comparison how lovable you are) :)
          24 May 2010 at 21:46 ·

        • Valerie Loh ‎:) I will Loretta :) thanks dear
          24 May 2010 at 21:48 ·

        • Wei En Neo life got up and downs, just endure this down part, and it will be happier thereafter =)
          25 May 2010 at 11:54 ·